Hey! Well ok im started a blog to try to see things more clearly and to vent my feelings in a place my mother will not find! Ha ha! well at the minute im very confused I have two careers options either go to uni or work my way up my career, I don’t know if ill regret never experiencing uni or is it best that I work get in no debt and hopefully have a successful career? No idea! Im also so wound up I have not had decent sex in two months and as u can imagine horny as fuck! Making me very stressed! I really wanted to sleep with a guy I work with, but last night my friend decided she really likes him so id had better leave well out! she already has a boyfriend!why cant i just find i decent boyfriend thats not wierd and is interested in me, and loves sex not one of my boyfriends has matched that critera! im not asking alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wish i wish i could have some really good sex and someone could make my mind up for me! if only.